996.
996 Days have come and gone since I’ve last held my sweet boy. That many days that I’ve longed for his presence and laughter. I’ve missed...
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Amanda Hartwig
- May 12, 2018
- 1 min
The Broken Mother’s Day
To the mother that has to experience this Mother’s Day without one of her children. I’m so sorry. I know that you’d do anything to bring...
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Amanda Hartwig
- May 9, 2018
- 6 min
Things Not To Say to the Grieving Parent
As I sit here this morning and sip my coffee, I am reminded of how bittersweet some days can be. We come across people in our lives,...
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Amanda Hartwig
- May 6, 2018
- 2 min
International Bereaved Mother’s Day
Today is a source of pain. To be completely honest I’ve been burying it in the back of my mind. Similar to what I’ve done With my...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Apr 19, 2018
- 3 min
Letting You In and Letting Go
Finding beauty in everything is hard. To be honest, the world of child loss challenges you everyday to find it. I’ve found that...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Apr 16, 2018
- 1 min
“But Why Did He Have To Die?”
One thing that a lot of people That are not in the world of Child Loss Don’t understand is that even though We seem like we function...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Apr 5, 2018
- 1 min
944
Nine Hundred Forty-Four Days. Since the very worst day of my life. 945 Days since I last held you. How does that happen? How does one go...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Mar 3, 2018
- 2 min
The Seed Experience
Growth. There needs to be growth in what you do. Anything you do, everything, Am I right? You didn’t go to your place of work- when...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Jan 19, 2018
- 1 min
Boy.
Boy: By Lee Brice Boy, you're gonna know it all You'll think you're ten feet tall And run like you're bulletproof And total a car or...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Oct 5, 2017
- 2 min
My Hope.
I've contemplated hard whether I should write about this or not. But I see it more and more. Being as spiritual as I am, and Anyone who...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Sep 14, 2017
- 2 min
Everything That is Beautiful- Doesn't Always Start Beautifully
This weighed heavy on my heart today. I know my fellow loss moms and dads may be able to agree with me now, but maybe not. Not yet. This...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Sep 1, 2017
- 1 min
The Truth Is....
The truth is that I hate this time of year. No. Not because the kids go back to school. Although that used to be my reason. I never...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Aug 21, 2017
- 1 min
This wasn't how I pictured it.
This wasn't how I pictured my boys playing together. This wasn't how I pictured What to do come cloudy weather. This wasn't how I...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Jul 30, 2017
- 2 min
We Still Break ...
So as I was washing the dishes this morning, I was stuck in a moment. This particular moment wasn't in the present. It wasn't today. I...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Jul 9, 2017
- 1 min
A Crying Letter of Freedom
Lord, I know that you have this under control. I know that this is Your will. I'm filled with anxiety as this will be a tough week....
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Amanda Hartwig
- Jul 7, 2017
- 3 min
Is There a Fight Song?
An emotional day came upon me yesterday. As I was called by a fellow loss mom. In all of the months leading up to this point, my go to...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Apr 24, 2017
- 2 min
And Then It Comes......
As I'm sitting here tonight, Just finishing up with our child loss support group, I was sitting on the computer, looking at random...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Apr 13, 2017
- 4 min
Eternity...
I want to talk about "religion" for a moment. Now, I know you're probably thinking, "My God Woman! I don't care what religion you are!"...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Mar 21, 2017
- 3 min
Keep Fighting the Good Fight
There are days when I still try hard to remember the happiness that I felt prior to Bo passing away. There are days where I still have to...
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Amanda Hartwig
- Dec 29, 2016
- 1 min
We're Officially Official!
I still cannot believe the fact that we are a non profit organization. When all of this first started coming together, I was still in...
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